...I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love. -Marilyn Monroe

where do you draw the line

between what you hear

and what you feel

are the rumors real

the whispers, rolled eyes

are they true, are they lies

what do i listen to

my heart, my head, who's true

what they say he wants to do

or do i listen to that voice inside

do i let myself see that smile in his eyes

do i hear his words

sweet and sincere

or should i turn a deaf ear

to what he has to say

but he makes he feel this way

do i let the past stay past

or the effects, do they last

no way i could forget

to forgive is my way

but will i pay for it some day

how much do i care

what they say, do i dare

to explore this new mind

and let him in, in time

will he hurt me

will he be unkind

all these thoughts rushing

and i can't stop blushing

i try to slow down

no more rushing around

i just want to know how this goes

when it's time to let my heart

make the bigger part

of this decision

does heart or head have more precision

where does the line go

between what i hear

and what i feel, what i know

the only thing i can think to do

is hold on to what i knew

just stop and think, compare

while he stands over there

his deep eyes, his shy smile

will he wait for a while

slow down, just don't fall

to high up to lose it all

stop and think it all through

now what am i to do?