dreamk so the last thing i wrote was this friggin long thingy. now i'm just going to talk about someone who just kinda's been stuck in my mind for a little. yes, it's a guy, so for the few people who read this, if you don't want to here about my love life, skip this particular blog. k?
his name's richard and he's in the class below me. i think the big thing about him is he's very similiar to josh buttke, the only guy i believed i ever truly loved. besides jon. but especially when richard had longer hair, and he put on glasses it was insanely close to buttke. he cut his hair, and the resemblance isn't as close but at least part of it is also his personality. a very dry wit, but tons of fun to hang out and flirt with. i always had fun snowboarding with him, or more like him making fun of me as he whipped past me.
but i hung out with him and kyle a few days ago, then the next night i had the trippiest dream. the part that's really weird is i remember the feelings and people in it, and for me to remember my dreams at all is really unusual, and never do i remember them with such clarity.
i was on my way to somewhere, or running from someone, and i was with my family. first i got arrows chot ar me from under a tree, and the pain was this fuzzy feeling i get when i'm hurt in dreams ever since i read heir apparent, because that's how they described it, but anyway-
we were running away on an icy slope and i remember slipping down and losing control and some black guy in a wheel chair making fun of me, then i thought i'd get ahead by sliding anyway, but i slid off a cliff and to a river, where there were bad guys and stuff but that's all i remember of that half.
the second half is where it gets interesting. i'm with richard, like with him with him. i remember kissing him, my hands are on his face, then we're at milly's house but it's not actually her house, and we're just always together and i'm looking out a window and i get mad because i see kids smoking and i think its him or kyle but its not and just the feel of his lips on mine just won't disappear. and i've never even kissed the kid! odd.
