ouch. waaay ouch. like, jam your finger, get hit in the nose ouch. where the tears well up, but there's no way in hell you'll let them spill over.
well, i found something out about myself. i am an extremely jealous person. jealous to the point of hurting.
but wouldn't you be?
if the guy you *love* is "too lazy" or "too hot" to dance with you...
but another girl's date blew her off, so since she looks sad he'll go dance with her, promising to dance with you later
which he is again "too lazy" to do
ok, so i'm a little over dramatic
but last dance, i had just broken up with someone, had a fight with them, and didn't have a date at all. i got one dance from a guy i had a crush on.
and i was 15 times happier than this
he likes her. i know he does. the question is, does he like her more?
maybe
(probably)
...and
i don't think he loves me.
jealousy hurts.
heartbreak